Everyone around me makes me feel miniscule.
I sit here and take the ridicule...

It seems like everyday.
Is the always the same...

I relive my childhood everynight.
In my eyes I do nothing right...

As I watch the tv I ask god why.
I pray for those that survived...

Painful dreams.
Silent screams...

No where to turn.
Memories of pictures that I burn...

Through rain sleet or snow.
I just want you to know...

Locked in a prison.
Made by my own decision...

If I had you.
This is what I'd do...

Lately I can't find myself.
I feel my insides start to melt...

I can feel you watching me.
You've got a spark in your eye and that's not hard...

I moved out of your life, but not far enough.
The next couple years were rough...