Today you told me that I'd hate you forever.
And then you began to surrender...
Metaphorically speaking...do don't think that...
Chapters 1-5 were a living hell...
There are too many unknown factors between me and...
And from here I don't know what to do...
Memories that we left behind.
Won't be far from my clouded mind...
Everything I've been through.
I did it all for you...
It started so innocent.
Then our relationship sorta bent...
Everything i worked so hard for.
That's what you threw out the door...
Time has caught up with me over the years.
In my dreams it brings my worst fears...
When you spoke I didn't hear a sound.
I saw you but you weren't ever around...
Pictures of when I was a kid.
Images and memories of what I did...
He lurks in every corner of my minds eye.
And I don't know why...
Here i sit in shade.
Shaded from the likings of you...