I ruined something special,
When I got involved with him...

You’re back with her,
And I don’t understand...

Just a touch,
It’s not enough...

I’m shattered so completely,
That I’m unable to be repaired...

You used to say you loved me,
Now you can’t look me in the eye...

Lost within the darkness,
With a mind full of x.thoughts.x...

Do you like it when I kiss you?
My tender lips pressed against yours...

All I ever wanted was a one-night stand
But then you came along and took my hand...

I can pretend that you’re not hurting me,
While you pretend that I’m not there...

You were never there for me,
You always made things worse...

Satan entices me to release my frustration,
With tainted thoughts and self mutilation...

Suicidal thoughts again,
Replaying in my mind...