I'm searching for someone, who can love me for who...
Not able to be pushed down by others anymore...

The chilled air, it passed through me this evening
As the leaves howled and mourned, I cried...

I look at the scratches running up my arms
And I smile with a cruel satisfaction...

Go to sleep, down by the river of reflection
Lost in deep thought, no point or direction...

Standing there by my reflection
Trying to escape depression...

Locked away with the key thrown into the darkest...
As I sit within myself waiting for the shadows to...

I love you daddy, I know I made you cry
But I want to ask you something why...

Talk to an empty screen, there goes my heart
Why do you make me cry? I'm only smiling when you...

A million special pieces go missing from my heart
Lying shattered on the ground, where I fell apart...

Sadness overwhelming, nothing on my mind
Searching for something, don't know what I'll find...

I don't feel alive anymore
Hurting people more and more...

Hurt me, kill me, beat me up to relieve your pain
You know I deserve it, hit me over and over again...