Everything is piling up
I have messed my whole life up...
Don't want to live
Don't want to give...
I said I'd never let this happen
But once again I can't get away...
The days crawl by, as I go on in life without you
They creep by me dragging on ever so slow...
I never said I wanted you to solve everything
Those words never left my mouth...
I stare at myself in the clouded mirror
At the scars lighting up my faded skin...
I am not happy, nor can I picture being so
Things are not getting better...
I can't sleep at night, I lie so lonely in my bed
Tears streaming from my red eyes...
A beautiful old woman in a wheelchair
Afraid to go out now, she has so much fear...
I'm coming for you
getting my revenge...
When I am with you, I fee alive again, you are my...
And I wish I could tell you how much I love you...
I look in the mirror and I no longer recognize my...
Run my hands along my arms unfamiliar scars I...