I love her so much, But she does not see
She does not realize, she means everything to me...
The mirror sees all, It watches you
And everything you are doing...
Will you read this, I don't know
Do you care that I want to go...
I am so tired
I feel so weighed down...
My world is overshadowed
By a darkness black and cold...
Sinny my lovely
I love you so much...
I hate myself I really do
I hate everything about me...
I hate looking at my reflection
Horrible awful cruel complexion...
You say you're o.k I know you're not
Tying my heart into a knot...
I think I hit a vein this time
The cuts they keep on bleeding...
All this shit I cannot take
I am now beginning to break...
I love you so much my little cat
Your big, you're ginger and your fat...