I looked at you, I stared at you, but I could...
I'm scared to look into your eyes, as they are...

When I am gone, the sun will still shine, the...
So do not stop, do not see the world in a...

I wish I was real thin
at least then I'd fit in...

The addictions back I want them so much
On to me they have a clutch...

In this cruel dark world of pain
Slitting closer to the vein...

How much longer is it now, 4 days or is it five
Until I can see you and I know things will be...

The only time I'm ever free
Is when I play my music...

I want to die
Don't want to cry...

Cuts get closer to the vein
Drugs are messing with my brain...

Sacrifice my gain, I beg of you to release my...
Put all of your agonies upon the weight I carry...

As I sit here, with my pen scribing away each...
Every precious moment wasted writing sonnets to...

I do not want to be on my own
I cannot face my life alone...