Mother and grandmother, I'm thankful to you
For staying around just one extra painful day...

Repeat the same feelings over and over
I cannot help but write away this ongoing pain...

I will be there, when you crave the blades embrace
To look after you I want to get you away from this...

Don't lie, I am overweight, Humongous
I hate myself more, I don't want to eat please...

Molten lava flows through the veins of the avenger
Black wings curled and waiting to unfurl...

I see it in your eyes, this hurt is getting you...
All I want to do is take you in my arms, remove...

Ashamed to see my picture, photographs on walls
Disintegrate my hopes, constant trips and falls...

Why is it that everyones world revolves around...
As a family falls apart, loss of two people so...

Listen to my words, for you seem not to understand
That your pain will someday come to an end...

Inspiration, powering away from my broken heart
My words fall on deaf ears...

Hurt me, kill me, beat me up to relieve your pain
You know I deserve it, hit me over and over again...

Lighting bolts, smash against the walls of my...
A fortress of black magic, and imagination...