I hate myself, You never see, Every night I cry
No one realizes as in my sleep that every night I...

I wonder if I will ever sit and smile and laugh
If I will ever just be normal, have real friends...

Finding my path, laid out under my feet
Wiping the tears away from my bitter eyes...

One last poem before I walk away
One last rhyme to get me through each day...

I\'m here on my own and I miss you
I miss the way you make me smile...

Cruelty
Sadness...

I love you my precious egg of golden chocolate
As you melt when I eat you away...

You tell me that its easy, That I can stop so...
But surely you know this is not true...

Why is this happening, why re you dying
I heard you last night on the phone, you were...

Summer is coming, and with that comes fear
Hiding away with my crimson tears...

Hours go by yet I still think of you
There is nothing else I would rather do...

A week away
Another day...