I don't know how to get away from myself
I do not know where to run when I need to be free...

The days crawl by, as I go on in life without you
They creep by me dragging on ever so slow...

As I was away I thought about you
A lot every night and day...

Is it wrong for me to hurt so much
Is it wrong for me to always cry...

I stare at myself in the clouded mirror
At the scars lighting up my faded skin...

Every day that I live, I am living for you
I love you so much, it's eating me up inside...

Come here and listen I have something to say
If you don't like my poems then just go away...

Running round in circles with no hope of recovery
Not feeling any happier at all...

I am not happy, nor can I picture being so
Things are not getting better...

Look at her now a broken form
Sleepless at night, eyes wide awake and fearful...

Look behind you, over there
Voices talking behind you...

Although for everyone else this is a time of joy
The holidays are no longer my friend...