He sat there, just having a quiet drink with a...
How could he have forseen what was about to happen...

Lucy I love you
your such a great friend...

Didn't need to make myself sick this time
He did it for me, I didnt need to get away...

A tiny little bundle, sleeps gently in my arms
Sheltered from the real world, sheltered from all...

Overpower me, hold me down to the broken tiles
Suffocate my attempts at these faked smiles...

I'm searching for someone, who can love me for who...
Not able to be pushed down by others anymore...

Melancholy music calls me out of this constant...
Bloodstains line the walls interupted by thunder...

Memories of you are so good
I can't cope with losing you...

Hating being alive, with every cell in my body
Every day, a new challenge, a new way to lie...

I wish that I could be like you
Strong and fearless, pretty too...

Dearest forgive me as my pain does bleed
Emptying into each pen, each blank page...

Mine eyes open upon a beautiful day
Full of hope, memories and desire...