I stare at myself in the clouded mirror
At the scars lighting up my faded skin...

School is so boring
I hate it so...

Seldom do I look up and find a world of...
For I am devoid of the eyes to see something so...

You tell me that its easy, That I can stop so...
But surely you know this is not true...

Floods of thoughts cascading through me
Grasping to my caged mind...

Shadows in my mind, from the words I cannot say
I don't think that you love me, so I cut myself...

Silence echoes in the passages of my mind
As I try to run I still trip, I can't leave my...

Hide behind the flowers, lost in the thorns
Under the leaves, beneath the heavens so high...

Silver coated tears drop to the rhythm of my mind
Bullets on my skin, stand out from where I cannot...

I wish I could protect you, but I am too weak to...
I wish I could find the words to tell you I need...

I do not know if you will read
But all I want to say...

Sinny my lovely
I love you so much...