Sitting on the bus today
Hearing their voices in my head...

Go to sleep, down by the river of reflection
Lost in deep thought, no point or direction...

Sleepless nights lost in a sea of thoughts and...
Pictures flitting through my mind of my time with...

I see your beautiful face
lost inside a cold dark place...

Gentle cracks appear on the smile plastered on...
Your eyes now so dull, yet once so beautifully...

I'm surrounded by these people
But they don't seem to understand me...

For the first time in my life, I actually felt...
But I should have known it would not last very...

I'm so worried about you, you do not seem to see
Without you I am nothing, you mean the world to me...

Society is crazy
Its really really mad...

Someone else is in the picture, though right now...
Just a crush at the moment, no less, no more...

Somewhere over the rainbow
Is a place I cannot find...

I read the poem written for me
and a boy named Jamie...