Behind this laughter, Behind my smiles
Hidden away deep within my mind...

Behind your eyes, locked underneath the smiles
Is something I cannot quite see, hear or feel...

Everytime I see you
I look into your eyes...

Blinded by their own pain, to wrapped up in their...
When love is there in front of them, if they would...

Bloodstains on my pillow, from the scractches on...
Poured all through my diary, from my past of this...

Happiness is only a short illusion
Drowned out by memories of pain...

Trip and fall and stumble with every step I take
As I drag everyone I love down to the ground...

My shoulders I can feel them breaking
The weight of the world they're taking...

Its ten degrees and the women are already in mini...
From the dusty cupboard come the loud Hawaiian...

I am broken down, No longer standing
I cannot keep living like this...

Destroy the bonds that keep me breathing
I no longer what to feel so down, like this...

Build me a tower, made of agonies sweat and tears
Black bricks bleeding thoroughly, a castle of...