When I first joined this website.
I was going through Hell...

The idea of a soul mate for me
Never crossed my mind...

I never truly understood
The significance of life...

As I look out the window,
it's pouring down rain...

I've probably written a thousand poems
To the various girls that I have met...

I wake up every morning just to realize
I wanna cut my throat and rip out my eyes...

They say a drunk mans words are a sober mans...
They say if your wasted you're not straight enough...

I've cursed my mind a million times,
I've typed out words I'll never share...

Deception, confusion, a lasting contusion
Not to mention the abraded heart...

My love,
My sunshine...