Why does everyone hate rain?
So clean and cold...

*It's kinda long, but please read it all, it would...
Funny how one person...

Standing here at the edge of my knife,
Wondering whether this is my life...

I come here,
To feel at peace...

Scared of planes,
Scared of heights...

It's near the time of year again
When she was taken from us...

Tear these walls down,
That surround her soul...

I try to cut
But blood won't come...

Dear Father Christmas,
This Christmas my wish is different than before...

How many times have I written this note?
How many times have I stood here with this knife...

All these emotions
Building up inside of me...

Sick of their shouts,
I run to my place...