YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
HOW ADDICTING...

You were everything to me.
you made me feel so real...

I push the razor into my skin.
it sinks into me with very little pain...

Take a razor.
slice so quick...

You...
your car smells funny...

Shivering silently
watching it obsessively...

I'm so tired of being here.
i want to leave this place...

SWAYING SIDE TO SIDE.
BEHIND THE DOOR I WILL HIDE...

God whats going on?
we were just starting to talk...

My brain is screaming with frustration.
i don't know if what you are doing is right...

Opening up closed eyes to a beautiful world.
Getting out of bed and looking around...

I love you so much
and I'm scared of being alone...