Dream what you want
hope what you please...

I know it's not obvious
but are you that blind...

My heart beat gets fewer.
my body becomes too weak...

Have you ever been groped so much that you cried?
have you ever felt like your whole heart has died...

I trusted you.
i was told you would set me free, guide me, show...

SLOWLY REGRETTING MANY THINGS I HAVE DONE.
MY CONFIDENCE LEVEL HAS GONE FROM ZERO TO NONE...

WATCHING IT AS IT WATCHES ME.
WANTING CRAVING THINKING...

I START TO CRY.
I SUCK IT UP. TELLING MYSELF TO STOP...

Easy?
how can you say its easy...

My body so cold.
my heart filled with such sadness...

Withering away.
slowly dying...

I sit there crying...
i know it will never leave...