I trusted you.
i was told you would set me free, guide me, show...

I try to make you listen.
i try to make you learn...

You...
your car smells funny...

Shivering silently
watching it obsessively...

I sit there crying...
i know it will never leave...

Withering away.
slowly dying...

My body so cold.
my heart filled with such sadness...

I push the razor into my skin.
it sinks into me with very little pain...

Easy?
how can you say its easy...

SWAYING SIDE TO SIDE.
BEHIND THE DOOR I WILL HIDE...

I START TO CRY.
I SUCK IT UP. TELLING MYSELF TO STOP...

WATCHING IT AS IT WATCHES ME.
WANTING CRAVING THINKING...