I know it's not obvious
but are you that blind...
My brain is screaming with frustration.
i don't know if what you are doing is right...
Take a razor.
slice so quick...
I try to make you listen.
i try to make you learn...
I'm so tired of being here.
i want to leave this place...
YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
HOW ADDICTING...
Easy?
how can you say its easy...
WATCHING IT AS IT WATCHES ME.
WANTING CRAVING THINKING...
SLOWLY REGRETTING MANY THINGS I HAVE DONE.
MY CONFIDENCE LEVEL HAS GONE FROM ZERO TO NONE...
Opening up closed eyes to a beautiful world.
Getting out of bed and looking around...
Withering away.
slowly dying...
I push the razor into my skin.
it sinks into me with very little pain...