For my mum ...
I'm writing this to thank you...
What do you live for when all you were living for...
What once seemed so right is now all wrong...
It took me a while but I've finally realized
That you never loved me through all of your lies...
After everything that's happened, after all you've...
Still i stand here saying you're the only one...
I really don't understand
Why you treat me the way you do...
I have to do this
I have to be strong...
I look out and see a cold, grey sky,
It matches my cold, grey heart...
I can't believe you said that
It really makes me mad...
I'll show you !
I'll get a new man...
I sit here alone still thinking of you
Wondering if you now miss me too...
I'm giving you one last chance
And thats it...
This loneliness tears up my soul,
And anger fills my broken heart...