Sitting here numb and lifeless
Unable to speak, unable to move...

So many young depressed children filled with hurt
All clutching their weapons of self destruction...

I lie in bed at night
My brain racing with negative thoughts...

Why must I forever cry myself to sleep every night
Soaking my pillow with tears of sorrow and pain...

Over the years I’ve meet many people
All with their own personalities and talents...

I invite you to come and take a peek
Come look inside the world of this child...

Today I’m going to paint the most glorious...
My canvas shall start off a healthy pink but...

Dear God I pray to you in the heavens up above
As I lie here in my cold and lonely bed on this...

Depression why do you trick me so?
You let me be happy for a couple of weeks...

My smile was once flawless, never would you doubt...
My laughter rang out so loud and clear, so full of...

You did all you could to save me from myself
You gave me ways to stop from wanting to die...

Lying in my bed last night softly crying tears of...
I yelled to the heavens above, “Lord take me...