Once again I'm back to hating life
only wishing again to pick up the knife...

No one could ever understand why she wanted to die
No one could ever understand why they always saw...

How could something so beautiful bring me so much...
how could you leave me after you said that you...

Shes to blind to realize whats in front of her
cause her whole life is now a blur...

Look at me now
from above...

Cut me please
put your knife to my wrist...

I think of death
i dream of death...

The pain will always be there
No matter what you do...

I find joy and pleasure youâ??re my...
Cause Iâ??m not a normal teenager...

Trust is something that you must earn
But you through it always and let it burn...

I cant get to sleep
i sit here and remember our memories i will...

PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT I JUST MADE THIS TODAY...
Father...