As I lay dressed in my best
You prepare to lay me to my rest...

I hide the scissors in my drawer
I take them out for the war...

They\'re just pretending
All these smiling people...

I've loved you for years
Cried so many unseen tears...

What would you do;
If I said "I love you&quot...

If I told you that I loved you
Would you say you love me too?Would it push you...

So what If I'm not like the rest
Not close to what you call "the best&quot...

She sits and wonders
Of life and death she ponders...

I want to know what its like
To really be happy...

A life and story that has just begun
Wishes that it'd just be done...

I see all these people
They all look so happy...

I keep my secret hidden well
To you I'll never tell...