My hands are shaking
My stomach is tight...

Evil is everywhere. Evil is me.
I want you dead; why can't you see...

I love the way you look at me
I love the way you sigh...

He's mischievous, he's curious,
He's crazy at that...

Life is not a privilege,
Life is just a chore...

It's tearing me up
It's wearing me down...

I'm sitting in the dark
I'm contemplating death...

A sleeping girl, A sad disgrace
A dirty mind, an ugly face...

Blowing things up,
And burning things down...

I'm friendless, I'm hopeless,
I'm saddened and scared...

You are free and so am I,
I've saved myself for you...

Javi is catching,
Maddox is pitching...