This is a poem I wrote a looooong time ago, so it...
Living a life and living a lie...

Javi is catching,
Maddox is pitching...

Contemplation
~Pistol or pill...

I'm evil, I'm hated,
I'm also unloved...

Death is the answer
To all that is wrong...

Blowing things up,
And burning things down...

Evil is everywhere. Evil is me.
I want you dead; why can't you see...

You walked into my English class
And walked into my life...

I wrote this for Chris.
I guess I was wrong...

You went away and left me here,
I'm falling without you...

I know how you feel
Because I feel it too...

I'm not suppose to love you but I do
I'm not suppose to feel it but it's true...