Life is not a privilege,
Life is just a chore...
Life is awful, life is cruel,
Life will make you feel a fool...
He's mischievous, he's curious,
He's crazy at that...
A sleeping girl, A sad disgrace
A dirty mind, an ugly face...
I look at you
and you look at me...
A friend is a person
Who treats you like dirt...
Dragging a razor across my arms.
Watching the crimson flow...
Feeling guilty,
The bottle in my hand...
Sometimes I'm ok.
Sometimes I'm not...
I was only half awake
~"How many pills did you take?"...
I love the way you look at me
I love the way you sigh...
I'm friendless, I'm hopeless,
I'm saddened and scared...