You were always my sister
and how I loved having you near...

Shrouded by darkness
I want to grab her hand...

She rides along
Sun glowing on her face...

When words became screams
And actions turned into fights...

I'm so lost and confused
I'm not sure of what to do...

This poem was written for me by my sister who I've...
she's an artist of sorts...

I know you want me to change
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough...

I'm just a face among faces
I'm not one to stand out...

It's testing my courage
seeing if I will fail...

I lock the door
walk over to the bed...

I used to think that god wouldn't accept me
that if he was real why'd he put me through so...

She grew up in a messed up family
she was the kindest girl you could meet...