Before this relationship
My heart was sore but whole...

I deleted you from my life
Just like you had asked...

Look out the window
Count each little star...

Can’t hold it in any longer
So, I retreat to my safe space...

A smile that can light up
All the hidden obscurities...

There are different levels to my anger
It will always start out the same...

Awake in the night
reaching out for your hand...

you’ve been working on me
ever since I can remember...

Just because I don’t respond
doesn’t mean I didn’t hear...

The calmness here is eerie,
the silence that cuts like a knife...

I did something I thought,
could never be done...

I have dreams where I’m falling
most don’t ever hit the ground...