I want to be dead but still alive
now that I'm not with you...

I used to sit here and wonder
what life was really about...

Right now I want to cut
just take all my pain away...

No one loved her
Thought she was just too different...

One life comes too short
as another one begins...

She'd always cut her pain away
hoping one day she'd die...

You tell me to trust you
but give me a good reason why I should...

Tonight I'm left alone
and I'm completely stressed...

I lock the door
walk over to the bed...

I know you love him
but this is just unreal...

When he left
I thought a part of me died...

When I used to get inspired
I didn't how it got there...