If I could rewind time
I would take back all the things I said...

If you could only imagine
living day after day...

Cuts on my arms
what words cannot say...

This poem was written for me by my sister who I've...
she's an artist of sorts...

As i sit alone
and cry to myself...

I was once clean, but now I'm jaded
once whole but now I'm faded...

You were always my sister
and how I loved having you near...

I used to think that god wouldn't accept me
that if he was real why'd he put me through so...

I can't believe you'd
compare her to me...

I want to be invisible
no one to know how i feel...

How can you feel complete
and whole with love...

Are you aware
Of how you make me feel...