Once the darkness was gone
I could finally see,
I never wanted the darkness,
The darkness wanted me.

I try to figure things out
but I don't always succeed
so often I go without
because I won't say what I need.

I'm tired of living the label you gave me...

I know you have scars
I have them too
But just because they're there
Doesn't mean they define you

*From my poem Believe*

I wish she were here to help me
But sadly she is not
Only I remember her
Everyone else has forgot
I need her to resurface
But she got lost among the wave
To my demons and depression
She became a slave.

*From my poem Where She Went*

I trusted you,
And you tore me apart
So now you can feel the ice
That you've left in my heart

*From my poem Karma*

I glance at the mirror one last time
Nothing has revised
Maybe this is my punishment
To always be someone I despise

From my poem Killing the Facade

I am the girl left behind,
The girl forgotten when something better comes along.
So forgive my tears,
I"m done being strong.

There are those who are anti-social, and there are those who are exiled.
Know the difference.

Do you hear my screams
Shrouded by this break
I have become someone else
Nothing but a fake...