The nightmares come
I feel so alone in my bed
I want the dreams to come true
Because then I'd be dead.

Have you ever done something so bad, that no matter how much good you do in the world you felt it would never be enough to make up for it? I have...

I can forgive me for what I've done to myself,
But I could never forgive me for what I've done to them.

I hate waking up, because I know the moment I open my eyes; You're going to be gone.

I miss you so much.

I am not a has-been
I am a will-be...

Some times waiting for the right moment could leave you waiting forever.

Star light, star bright
Where the hell is Mr. Right
Did he get lost on his way
Is he coming to me someday
Please just tell me he exists
Tell me please that I wasn't missed...

Take this razor to my wrist
And let my skin just be kissed
Paint them red, with your lips
As my sanity starts to slip...

I want to leave this place,
I live for that hope,
Until that day comes
Don't judge how I cope.

I make jokes about everything, it's how I deal with the pain. Because if I'm laughing, people don't know I'm dying inside.