I make jokes about everything, it's how I deal with the pain. Because if I'm laughing, people don't know I'm dying inside.

Some times I wonder what would've happened if we got together the first time. Then I tell myself the world wasn't ready for us yet.

The nightmares come
can't get them out of my head
no tear drops fall
there's a cut there instead...

Him: I love that your eyes are so clear.
Her: That's because they're screaming what my mouth refuses to say.

Live your own life,
for you Die your own death.

I close my eyes at night and dream it will be alright;
But as soon as I awake I know it was all just a lie.

I'm not Wonder Woman
I've taken all I can take
I am not invincible
I'm someone who can break.

I'm okay, I swear
I'll pick myself up from the floor
You won't see my weakness
What did you think bracelets were for.

-from my poem I Am My Weakness-

I look at them
And can tell they're
Happy
What do they have
That we don't?
Oh yeah, it's called love.

Makes it hard to be strong
I will find what is wrong
I will fight for this war
This is what I cry for.