I love to feel the way I do,
I love to feel pain so true...

I want to love you, but you'll never know,
I want to hold you, but I'll let you go...

I've felt the pain, I've felt the pressure,
I've done it worse, I've done it better...

I'm dying inside,
the pain that I hide...

*Another "Song"/poem...*
Have you ever felt so low...

He holds you and controls the way you live,
he holds you until you decide to give...

*Another "Song/Poem"...*
Don't ask me if I'm okay...

You look but you don't seem to see,
that this is my misery...

I don't know where I went wrong,
I tried to sing another song...

I hold my pain deep inside never allowing it to...
I keep it in and may never let it go...

I just sit here all alone,
no one ever calls me on the phone...

You are the one I love,
you are the one I'm speaking of...