There was a time when this felt right,
even if we had a fight...
All that's left in my head,
is this pain, and this dread...
This is not a goodbye,
because there's nothing good about it...
Maybe I was a failure,
maybe I still am...
I never wanted to break you down,
I never wanted to bring you out...
I have got so much to say,
if only I could see your face...
Gray and black like ashes,
dust to dust, my bones...
There was a smile on your face,
the day we met, but something changed...
Well, I don't like this,
and I can't fight this...
The weight is crashing down,
it's over now, there's no way out...
I can't stand myself,
well, I make me sick...
Well I remember the days,
when we were in love...