I got your picture on the wall,
I got your number ready to call...
There was a time when I thought we'd make it...
just me and you...
I keep on having nightmares,
I never get much sleep...
The light shimmers and shines,
off your beautiful lines...
I know that I've made mistakes,
I know that I wasn't great...
Now the sun don't shine,
'cause you ain't mine...
I've been beggin' for attention,
and did I fail to mention...
I'm feeling the pressure,
I'm feeling the pain...
What was that you said,
you said you wished me dead...
I listen to your problems,
I hang on every word...
Once again I'm on my own,
all alone in what once was home...
Will you ever notice how I feel,
will you ever know that this is real...