Many times I've fought this war,
many times survived...

Well so I've made mistakes,
and now my heart breaks...

I know I've cried for your forgiveness,
a million times...

I've been waiting for a long, long while,
just to see you and your beautiful smile...

I know that you know I know you realize,
that you're one of a kind...

I never did think it would come to this,
you left screamin', shakin' your fist...

I signed my life away,
now I say, "Yes master&quot...

Woke up today and I was late,
that's one thing I really hate...

Looking back it's hard to face,
all the pain from my mistakes...

Drowning in my own self loathing,
so sick of this shameful clothing...

I'm so sick of playing this game,
it hurts too much to speak your name...

I wish you would see,
what you do to me...