I've been struggling with these choices,
'cause these choices make no sense...

Is this war, it can't be love,
what was before, it never was...

I'm so sick of fighting,
my love is unrequiting...

Together forever,
were the words that you spoke...

Dig a hole in the cold, dark ground,
throw me in, let the dirt surround...

If you love me, then please just wait,
but if you don't, don't hesitate...

Well, I feel like a loser,
ain't that what I am...

Gray and black like ashes,
dust to dust, my bones...

I keep on having nightmares,
I never get much sleep...

I lay awake at night,
and scream your name...

Somebody told me,
there's a purpose in my pain...

Save your breath,
now I think I'm starting to choke...