I've been shedding these tears,
for so many years...
Well so I've made mistakes,
and now my heart breaks...
I know I've cried for your forgiveness,
a million times...
Nothing seems to slow the bleeding,
nothing seems to stop the pain...
I have somethin' to say,
but you just walk away...
I wish you would see,
what you do to me...
I'm so sick of playing this game,
it hurts too much to speak your name...
Drowning in my own self loathing,
so sick of this shameful clothing...
They always say that I'll be alright,
but they don't know how I hurt at night...
This was a game from the start,
you played just to break my heart...
Looking back it's hard to face,
all the pain from my mistakes...
I'm sitting here on my own,
wondering why I'm alone...