Drowning in my own self loathing,
so sick of this shameful clothing...

They always say that I'll be alright,
but they don't know how I hurt at night...

This was a game from the start,
you played just to break my heart...

Looking back it's hard to face,
all the pain from my mistakes...

I'm sitting here on my own,
wondering why I'm alone...

Woke up today and I was late,
that's one thing I really hate...

I signed my life away,
now I say, "Yes master&quot...

I never did think it would come to this,
you left screamin', shakin' your fist...

So it's been a long, long time,
since the day that you were mine...

I know that you know I know you realize,
that you're one of a kind...

I've been waiting for a long, long while,
just to see you and your beautiful smile...

My hourglass is out of sand,
time just slipped right through my hand...