I'm right next to you, yes I'm there,
I'm right next to you, I'm every where...
I don't think I can live this way,
not again, not today...
I found my life, it's laying on the floor,
I found where I belong, but my mind is so sore...
I know I'll never be a movie star,
no I wont make it that far...
I'm falling down again,
it's because of this sin...
I don't go outside and play,
I don't sit here and pray...
I sit alone, and start crying,
I sit alone, I'm slowly dying...
I'm sitting here loving you,
that is all I do...
One day I'll stand up and take care of myself,
one day I wont need you anymore...
I don't need your sympathy,
I don't need your empathy...
No more reasons for you to speak,
No more reasons to call me weak...
Suicide was there for me when no one else was,
but now I know I was stupid because...