For once in my life I had a smile to show,
but then you let me go...

Just turn your back and walk away,
then come back and say you'll stay...

I've been shedding these tears,
for so many years...

I saw you whisper in my ear,
but the words I did not hear...

Suicide was there for me when no one else was,
but now I know I was stupid because...

You tell me all the things that happen to you,
but I really don't know what to do...

Did you believe me, or did you deceive me, I don't...
are you religious, or superstitious, I don't know...

I don't need a reason just hand me the gun,
ending my life well that should be fun...

I don't need your sympathy,
I don't need your empathy...

Looking back it's hard to face,
all the pain from my mistakes...

I don't wanna breathe,
no, I don't wanna flee...

I think that something's wrong,
I think I don't belong...