I don't want to leave this place,
I don't want to lose your face...

I found my life, it's laying on the floor,
I found where I belong, but my mind is so sore...

I really thought we stood a chance,
at making this forever never ending...

I love to feel the way I do,
I love to feel pain so true...

I love you, you hate me, that's the way it seems...
you hate me, I love you, that's all I can do...

*Song/Poem...*
I loved her first...

I must admit that I still cry at night,
I still dry my eye, I still want to die...

Shaking in Your presence, bowing to my knee,
thanking for the blessings, that You've given me...

I was down and I was out,
and my heart was filled with doubt...

I sit alone, and start crying,
I sit alone, I'm slowly dying...

So it's been a long, long time,
since the day that you were mine...

It's been the worst day,
since the day you didn't show...