&& its so easy to say i dont love you,

but almost impossible to actually

mean it.xx

&& im not the girl holding hands,

talkin to boys in the hall,

im just the girl who stands alone,

who watches and envys it all.xx

&& you don't know i exsist....

but i love you.xx

&& i just want to hear you

say my name.xx

&& when you looked at me with your

incredible blue eyes, something ....

h.a.p.p.e.n.e.d.xx

&& sometimes i wish tomorrow would

never come... 'cuz it will just be one

more of the many days i'm not

with you.xx

&& how is it you can look at me without

seeing how much i love you?

&& why do i spend hours in the mirror

doing my hair and make-up just for

that one guy?

oh yea.... i love him.xx

&& if i tell you how i feel,

will you love me back?

if i give you my heart,

will you take it?

if i tell you how i feel,

will you deny my love?

if i give you my heart,

will you break it?.xxx

MY FRIEND: theres so many guys out there.

ME: yea...but i want that one

(ilovehim)