&& i fell in love with a great guy..

i dumped a loser.xx

Washing away
holding onto sand
here you are
and here I am
I have to make
you understand

part of my new poem Abstruse..
please check it out
it means a lot.xx

When did
"i love you more"
turn into
"i hate you too"

[sometimes its hard to let go]

&& when he smiles..

everything is right in the world.

I was looking to cry
and you made me smile.
i was looking to smile
and you made me laugh.
i was looking for a hug
and you gave me a kiss,
i wasnt looking for love
but then i found this.xx

for matt <3

&& i looked you in the eyes today,

and after all this time..

i felt n.o.t.h.i.n.g.xx

&& somethimes i get confused,
and doubt the things i feel,
but then i look into your eyes,
and know that .this.is.real.xx

While your gone
i wait for you
i wonder if you
miss me...
when you return
and we meet again
i wonder if you'll
kiss me..x

Girl loves boy, boy loves girl,
everythings perfect

boy has to leave, girl misses boy

suprise suprise

were just another tragic teenage love storey

I had you
i had it all
i didnt even know
i had everything
i had the world..

but then i let it go.xx