My heart and my fate can't agree on a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g.xx

&& i used to think god was just testing me... but maybe now its time to sit back and r.e.a.l.i.z.e...

it was /never/ ment to be.xx

&& i gotta stop buildng up my hopes for you.... cuz when they dont come true.. damn boy, you h.u.r.t so much.xx

&& i thought you were the one... but your just another boy to put on that ' never gonna happen' list.xx

'take my hand.. well make it i swear'

&& the harderst thing is giving up on

every_thing you've ever wanted.xx

'one of the hardest parts of life is deciding when to give up.. and when to try even harder'

ilovemybaby

&& i cant just give up on

e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g i've ever

wanted.xx

I just added a new poem, leaving you is hard to do, please read and comment!! this poem means a lot to me and is about something huge in my life, please tell me what you think.xx

XX3

&& every day i wake up and p.r.a.y

youll be lying there next to me....

but i turn over and i'm let down

once again.xx