I smile because i love you,
i cry because you love her....

I fell for you..but you didn't catch me

If seeing you *happy*,

makes me *happy*,

then why does seeing you

happy .:with.her:.

.H.U.R.T. so much?

~..maybe it doesn't make sense, but its true..~

Even though my dreams never come true, i still believe in them, cuz its the only thing i have left to believe in.

.:maybe:. one day you'll love me,

but .:maybe:. just isn't enough.....

.:your just another *~dream~*,

like all the others...

your .N.E.V.E.R. coming ture:.

Nothing will matter til .:I:. matter

to .:Y.O.U:.

~~~this is a quote from my poem 'pretending not to love you' you should check it out~~~~

&& i never truly under_stood the meaning of *b.u.t.t.e.r.f.l.i.e.s*,
until they started calling y.o.u.r name.&&

&& you have a great relationship with

H.E.R,

and i know why your not with me*,

cuz im /just/ the

((jerk))

you call a

))friend((

whoes praying it doesn't work_out.&&

Your* the first o-n-e .:I:.

~truely love~,

and .:I:. know this cuz your*

the only o-n-e

i've ever tried to

.:f.o.r.g.e.t:.