Mommy dearest
Do you remember when I was 5...

I've lost myself again,
through the gray misty fog that covers the world...

I look in the mirror,
I hate what I see...

She lays in the dark, cold corner
Shivering, crying in mourning...

It's so easy to lose a friend
You go away for the summer...

The rain is my friend
When I need a hug...

The veins and arteries twist and turn
together entwined as blood rushes...

I saw you smiling but something was wrong
You said nothing and stared hard and long...

When I was lost in self-hate
It was you who dragged me out...

We're all sad
We're all happy...

What is life?
I see pain deep inside...