My face once more shaded,
With colors - black and blue...

Oh, people make their promises,
To listen to my plea's...

My head is a whirlpool
Of dark and deadly thoughts...

I promised myself I would be strong,
And i swore i would not back down...

With a bottle of beer and a pouch of dope
He was off two his secret place...

Although i cannot see you,
My Angel, i am always here...

For you I'd move a mountain
Walk a million miles...

I've finally dropped the excuse,
That i couldn't carry on...

Like a rope around my ankles,
You slowly pull me back down...

Could you please stop yelling,
this screaming is hurting my head...

To my dearest friend(s),
I can no longer find an expression...

*I have had enough of this,
All the sh!t he's put me through...